maaree

It is 4:54, in the afternoon. I am sitting at home...because I do not have work. And usually, when I do not have work, I am home, or out getting crunk city?...eww.

Recently, my mother had decided to cut my phone line off. Because of this, I will soon be getting a phone on my own. I also decided that I will go with Roger’s My5 plan. And this has caused to come into a major realization. I can only fill 3 spots. One, for Lovely, another for Kathy, and the last one for Jane. They are my three. So I am debating my other two...but the thing is, I have no one else. If this sounds like I am complaining, I am not. Honest.

For once in my life, I am not receiving phone calls at three o’clock in the morning to listen to people rant about something going on in their lives, when clearly, I was in no position to give any advice. For once in my life, I am not obligated to go save people’s asses. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE, I have a routine. Peace.

And friends...that matter. People that I honestly care about, and I think I’d do EVERYTHING and ANYTHING in my ability to keep them next to me and see them happy. Though in my chosen three, it is not always easy...but I try.  And these are the people, that I don’t pretend to care about. People, that unlike the ones from my other realms, I can honestly say, I have unselfish friendships with.

SO THANK-YOU MY5.